Post by Ocean Faith Bailey on Apr 23, 2011 1:12:48 GMT -4
Dear Shawn,
I have no idea what to write in this letter. I am leaving... and it is with another male. It's so terribly awful of me, but I cannot bring myself to re-think or regret my decision. I need to be free. Before I moved to Forks, I ran free, no rules, no restrictions. i haven't been in Forks for a year, and the urge to be free has been bubbling within myself for a while. I'm sorry that this is on such a short notice, Shawn, I really am.
I'll be with a man named Garrett. He is also a vampire, but he doesn't settle anywhere. No body knows who i am with besides you. Not even my brother.
I still care about you Shawn, but I feel like I must taste the wild life once more. I still care very much, trust me on that. Well, you probably don't have any trust for me now, and I am so terribly sorry, again. I know I promised i wouldn't cheat anymore. But I think i've come to realize that I'm just a whore. This isn't a pity paragrapgh, just stating a simple fact. I cheat, and i regret it, and I know when I come back, I'll regret it, but as I write this, I can't regret it.
I just think that this will be best in the long run. Shawn, I love you, but all you do is sleep, and i cannot. Garrett has pointed out that i need someone to be away with me forever.
Bottom line, and I'm so sorry to cut it short: I love you. I'm sorry. I'll try to keep in touch. A phone call or an email whenever possible.
Ocean.
I have no idea what to write in this letter. I am leaving... and it is with another male. It's so terribly awful of me, but I cannot bring myself to re-think or regret my decision. I need to be free. Before I moved to Forks, I ran free, no rules, no restrictions. i haven't been in Forks for a year, and the urge to be free has been bubbling within myself for a while. I'm sorry that this is on such a short notice, Shawn, I really am.
I'll be with a man named Garrett. He is also a vampire, but he doesn't settle anywhere. No body knows who i am with besides you. Not even my brother.
I still care about you Shawn, but I feel like I must taste the wild life once more. I still care very much, trust me on that. Well, you probably don't have any trust for me now, and I am so terribly sorry, again. I know I promised i wouldn't cheat anymore. But I think i've come to realize that I'm just a whore. This isn't a pity paragrapgh, just stating a simple fact. I cheat, and i regret it, and I know when I come back, I'll regret it, but as I write this, I can't regret it.
I just think that this will be best in the long run. Shawn, I love you, but all you do is sleep, and i cannot. Garrett has pointed out that i need someone to be away with me forever.
Bottom line, and I'm so sorry to cut it short: I love you. I'm sorry. I'll try to keep in touch. A phone call or an email whenever possible.
Ocean.
