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[Starlene Swift]

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got a secret, can you keep it?
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Now, I don't know why exactly I'd be writing this.

I don't have much to say, I'm not exciting at all. I suppose I just need something to say things too, even though I have plenty of friends for that. This feels... Different, though. My secrets can't get out with this.

Sometimes, my whole life feels like a lie, and maybe it is. Maybe the fact that people will never really know me for who I am, unless they're someone like Ivy or Char--Or someone who knows of vampires--makes me a lie. I wonder, if my human life was in the present, meaning I was seventeen again--How many things would have changed? Would I be the stuck-up kid I was then?

I don't know.

SO. I just felt the need to write about that, things that are on my mind.


STARLENE SWIFT

(well, i don't know why i'm putting my name at the end. i'm kinda writing these to myself.

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better lock it, in your pocket
taking this one to the grave

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[Starlene Swift]

if i show you,
then i know you won't tell what i said.[/color]

Here we go again, another time, another place. But it just seems to be the same story all the time.

But this time, it isn't.

I met the most obsecure boy today, and a nice girl Selenia. The boy's name was Miles, and I could smell his stench from miles away. He didn't seem to know, at first, what I was, exactly. He supposed I was more than human, but he didn't know that I was a vampire. Odd, isn't it? It was hard keeping a secret around the girl, especially since me and Miles were having our own secret coversation. I had to pull off that I was a detective intern, searching for the bears. Right. The oddest thing? He thought I was going to drink the human girl's blood. Priceless, really. That's when I realized he knew nothing of vampires, otherwise he would've identified my diet by my topaz eyes.

However, I think me and the blonde girl, Sellie, could be good friends. She was really nice. I'm not usually close friends with humans, except for Hayden, but I could give it a try, no?

Well, that would be the third wolf I've met at the lake this week. I'll tell you about the other ones in the next entries. (who the hell am i writing this too? i suppose i could reveal everything to ivy or terra one day from these journals. huh, my three best friends are blondes... terra, ivy, and char. how odd. i'm blonde too. i love it.)

STARLENE SWIFT, darling,

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'cause two can keep a secret,
if two of them are dead.

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