what if you knew the secrets of Zeph?

[Zephod Matthew]

Ocean my dollface....

she just turned 168 and is still the most beautiful thing i've ever seen she thinks shes so old. But she really wasn't in dog years he was 158 that makes her only 10 years older than him.

It was sad when she tried to convince him she was a monster but he wasn't scared of her and never would be. and he didn't plan on leaving her ever.

we had meet when i went to find Kerli of course being me i had to flirt with her. and then again in a shop. they made out just to make an old lady mad and man was it fun.

Ocean is the highlight of my whole world now. and will stay there till my dieing breath.

[Zephod Matthew]

Ocean and i got in a fight lastnight.......

She was scared i wouldn't love her if she went back to being a wild vampire. but i could never not love her. It made me mad to see the way she was so scared.....

Then she told me that she was going to leave me...... I don't think i'd ever cried in my life until then. I thought i was going to yell like i normally do when i get mad but the tears just came out... i felt like such a loser.....

Noone wants to cry in front of the love of their lives and now it just makes me worry. what if i just wake up and shes gone? i don't think i could live without her.
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Kerlz got dumped yesterday for a girl who was supposed to be her friend. I felt so bad for her. She was crying her eyes out and right then i just wanted to go kill the Jerk who did it. it ticked me off. Who could do that to some one like Ashley or Kerlz they were such nice girls. If I ever run into the jerk who did this to her i sware he will never brake up with someone like that again.

It makes me mad to know that there are people in the world that could do that.

[Zephod Matthew]

Me and Oce got in another fight lastnight about her leaving. It ended up with me asking her to marry me. She said yes!!

Me and Ocean are getting married! Charity is going to kill us!

It makes me happy to know that Oce loves me enough to say she will marry me. It also scares me that she wants to leave. But I hope that us getting married will stop her from wanting to leave me alone. Maybe this way if she still wants to leave we can go together.