DEAR REA,

[Bree Pititchu]

dear reagan,

hey, just wanted to say hi! how have you been doing? i hate how sam has been putting us on none of the same patrol shifts. sucks, right? anyways, anything exciting going on with your life? nothing with mine.

LOVE,
bree.

[Reagan Harper]

BREEZERS ,

It's so good to hear from you! Where the heck have you been hiding all my life? Bahaha. You need to come over so we can chat and do some pedis. bahaha. Wouldn't Sam just love us in wolf form with colored fingernails? baha, is that even possible? Sam forced me to go finally patrol the other night, but he eased up the more I ran with him. Theres some tension between me, Iz, and even Jake right now... but I'm looking at making it right. Heard a pack of sibilings might be moving back into town, does Nick Levi sound familar ?

Love you Bree,

-REA

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[Bree Pititchu]

REA!

haha, i have no idea. you know me. heading out to porta, even seattle for away games for soccer. &&I KNOW! What do you think? Purple or blue nails? And... If you phased and I painted your toenails, yes! But we'd have to do 38483793247 coats since it'd chip off while we're running and chasing after leeches, lol.

FINALLY? you haven't been in forever, girl! and what's happening with you and iz? She's awesome. Was it like at Emily's house the other night... I couldn't come.. My family needed me home. My grandparents had came over for like the first time since I was 12.
^^My grandparents don't like my mom very much.

And Jake? Serious? Haha, that dumbbell. He gave you the wrong colored crayon. I still can't believe he loves the leech lover. And yeah, you should talk to them both.


I accidently dropped my laptop when I read Nick Levi.

Yes, I do.

Love you, Rearea!

-BREE!

[Reagan Harper]

Breezy!

How are you feeling, my beautiful sista? I'm actually doing a whole lot better than the last time we talked. I think Izzy and I are going to be okay, and I'm starting to gain the weight I lost. Jake Storm saw me the other day and nearly flipped out when he saw how much weight I lost. He said I looked great before, so now I feel sorta ugly and a bit confused. Jake has always been there for me, talking me to dances and football games when good old Jacob ditched me to go on a date or be with Bella. I always felt a little thing for him honestly, but should I act on it? My heart belongs to Jacob right now and I haven't seen Tristan in so long, but who says Jacob will give me his heart back? Shouldn't I try to commit myself to someone who could give his heart fully back to me? I'm so confused Breezy.

How is soccer going? I remember the year you begged me to join and I absolutely sucked. I was so uncoordinated with my feet! I was definitely a bench warmer while you were always on the field haha. And all that running... guess it prepared us for our shifts now though, huh? haha. Good thing I like to run .

I think I need to rock the blue toenails. That will really be an eye-opener for all the male wolves. haha . Let's try it and see what happens. lol! So how many bottles do you think we would need to buy because of all those coats?

Well the thing between Iz and I is that although she still has Pete, she still is clinging to her feelings for Jacob. I can't blame her, Jacob was probably her first love. Stupid me had to fall for him in the process of all the hanging out the three of us did, third-wheel awkwardness much? Gah Bree, I apologize for not telling you that sooner. I thought it was obvious. I become this completely illiterate fool when I'm around Mr. Jacob Black. It's quite embarrassing.

Well yeah, she finally figured out my feelings for him the other night at Emily's. It got pretty dramatic in that small house. I've been avoiding her since, but I'm ready to have 'the talk' with her. I hope she doesn't hate me too much =\

How was the whole shindig with your grandparents? Why don't they like your mom, again? I can't remember. Refresh my memory, but only if your comfortable doing so .

And I know! He did give me the wrong colored crayon, and then he's going to tease me for painting the sky red! What a doof. I swear. And ew, let's not talk about the whole Mrs. Cullen.

So you do remember Nick Levi, huh? Well I suppose that's good, since I saw moving boxes down and a familiar family down the street yesterday.

Love you Breezy!

-REA

[Bree Pititchu]

REA!

Haha, caught up with a bunch a guys, huh? I feel like it's only me and Sage who have one guy to deal with. Or Sage, rather, has it all perfect. I do nottttt. Sage has it allllll under control. But no, Reagan! You're beautiful, you always have been! You know I've always been REALLY jealous of you! That's one of the reasons why we became best friends when we were eight, it should have been one! But I don't think anything could actually break you and Iz apart, nothing could actually break the four of us apart. Even guys. Whether it's Jake, or Nick. (grrr.) But actually, like everyone else, I've always thought that Tristan was right for you, even if you don't agree. Jacob has captured your heart, sure. But I think Tristan has to. I don't really know Jake Storm that well, however. You know. I know him, but like. We're not best friends, lol.

Sometimes, I feel the same way with Nick that you do with Jacob. I feel like, I'm not always number one, even though he tells me these things. There's always been Izzy with him, too. But Iz has Peter, she even has Jake. Sometimes it seems to get inbetween us without us actually speaking of it, but there's always been that. He still likes Iz. I know he does. Jacob likes Bella. We all know this. How am I supposed to commit to him if he can't decide, even when I already have?

Yeah, I remember! And I was like to coach, "You can't put me on the field if you don't put Reagan on the field!" And you would shake your head because you didn't want to go? The good days! Aha! I guess you weren't half bad at goal keeper, though! And it did, but now I kinda consider it cheating that I still play even though I'm like. Faster and stronger and taller now that I'mma wolf.

Uh, I don't know? Maybe like three-five? I've never tried this! But we might have to do it outside, me and Sydney, you know, my sister, I tested with her and I knocked down my lamp! Yikes!

And, Reagan. Believe me, we have all had our 'Jacob phase.' Whether it's serious or not. I was younger, sure. Mine wasn't serious--at all. I was like for a week, "I love Jacob!" back when he had spiky hair and all, lol. I need to catch up with him, btw. They never thought that you'd fall in love with him, too. They were dazed in their own little world. But now, you all, Iz, Jacob, and yourself, you all have to stand up and face the music. But I don't know what to do with it--I wasn't there at Emily's that night, otherwise I could help you. Have you talked to Em bout it?

It has something to do with how my mom always wanted to be a rockstar. I have no idea, trust me. It was goood, I guess.

And the sky is ALWAYS pretty red! And WAIT--She got married? WHEN?


And aw, shit. He really is moving back. Now it's time for ME to face the music.

i love you reagan!

LOVE, BREEZY

[Reagan Harper]

Breeeeeeeeeeee!!!

I am sooooo sorry for not writing back in such a long time! I think I had a draft saved for you somewhere on this email system, but never got back to finishing it. I'm a loser, I know. So how are you? I heard from a little bird that you had a hot date at the Lucky Panda the other night, care to explain? .

And with the whole guy thing, I think I know who's best for me right now. I do love Jake Storm and Tristan both a lot, but I know deep down I can't fully commit my heart to them when there's still Jacob. I mean, maybe you know where I'm coming from. You have plenty of guys hitting on you, but let's face it, there's always Nick at the back corner of your mind, in the deep pit of your heart? That's how it is with Jacob. Maybe we're wrong for eachother and not meant to be, but I can't help but cling to the hope that maybe we are. He says and do things Bree that just make my heart melt, as corny as it sounds. Like one certain look from him can make me re-fall in love with him all over again (which I never wanted to do in the first place).

But yeah, I heard Nate and Sage are going through a tough time right now. He has been kinda distant with her because of the whole thing with Nate's dad (his cancer isn't gone, if you didn't know) and then I was on patrol with Alana just the other night and saw something you wouldn't believe. Nate kissing Julia, his ex girlfriend! I don't believe it. I know Alana isn't making up what she saw, but I know Nate. He would never hurt Sage like that, and Sage is just so heartbroken about everything right now. I wish I could be there for her more. But I think her and Nate just need a serious, long talk. I think that Julia girl probably threw herself at him agianst his will, because there is no way Nate would kiss that trifilin hoe willingly. lol

And what?! Why are you jealous of me!? You are stunning, Bree! So there is no reason for you to be envious at all. And yeah, Izzy and I had our talk. It went way better than expected, but there were still some tears on my part. haha. She's not mad at me, and I'm so relieved about that! We're still trying to figure out how to act around Jacob now, and that's been kind of been proven difficult.

I haven't seen Tristan around lately. Maybe he saw me with Jacob and decided to run away? I don't know. I'm kinda borderline with him to be honest, but we'll see what happens.

And I'm sorry to hear Nick is being a douche. I love Izzy to death, but I cheer for you and Nick being together as much as I cheer for her and Pete to be a couple (not that that has anything to do with Jacob at all ). I have a feeling Nick will come to his senses and realize what he's been missing out on after some time. You just have to show him what a fool he is. haha. Just don't give up on him Bree, I'm being honest with you when I say I have a feeling he'll come around.

Yes, the good old days with soccer and how many times I got hit in the face with the ball. . Oh, three to five coats of paint huh? I can't wait to test this, but outside of course . Don't want to be knocking down any more lamps.

And I don't think this whole Jacob thing is just a phase, Bree. I told him I loved him the other night and he... kissed me. It was the most amazing feeling I have ever felt Bree. I thought it was a dream that he showed interest back, but it wasn't. I don't know where we stand right now though..

and no, I haven't talken to Emily lately. But I met this new human girl named Selenia. I like her, she's really cool! You should meet her!

and yes, Bella got married like three months ago. and guess what, she's supposedly pregnant now... with some little monster. Oh yeah, tthe pack is going to have fun discussing that.

Love you Breezy. Thanks for always being there.

-REA

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